Las cosas han cambiado desde que El esta a mi lado, tengo que aceptar que fue difícil dejar de ser egoísta y darle el lugar que se merece en mi vida a El, dado a que había sufrido en el pasado, y sufrir es un decir, digamos que fue algo que disfrute en cada microsegundo, pero ahora odio, fui tan ingenua!
Hace un año aun estaba pensando en que la vida era para vivirse sola, pero las cosas cambiaron, y me alegro.
by André Breton
I attach no importance to life
I pin not the least of life’s butterflies to importance
I do not matter to life
But the branches of salt the white branches
All the shadow bubbles
And the sea-anemones
Come down and breathe within my thoughts
They come from tears that are not…
The Indigenous Voice Has Spoken!
What happened at Wounded Knee in Pine Ridge, South Dakota, 122 years ago also happened in Mexico and throughout the Western Hemisphere.
They tried eliminating us and called those who murdered our unarmed men, women and children heroes. They gave them medals of honor, promotions, named cities and schools after them.
But as we saw last week when the EZLN mobilized more than 40,000 Zapatistas in Chiapas and tens of thousands of Indigenous people throughout Canada protested as part of the Idle No More movement, we survived and are still here.
The Indigenous voice of this continent spoke for the ancestors and for those yet to be born. Our responsibility to them is to never allow our voice to be silenced by those who still seeking to appropriate our lands and criminalize our existence.
As such, we stand in support of our relatives in Canada fighting for their treaty rights and dignity as First Nations.
Image Credit: IdleNomore.com
But what is it that people look for in potential lovers?, Best friends?, boyfriends? Girlfriends?. “Looks”, the first things that pops into mind, who isnt looking for “good looks”? But beyond that, is it comunication? Maybe sex, the list could go on and on about what this “it”, that everyone is looking for, is or maybe where to find it.
i find somewhat complicated to control the way i feel, I mean i have been controlling all the other things that are important, always respecting myself and others, well almost always. besides that, feelings are truly something i battle with, perhaps they battle with me, yet we HAVENOT found a way to get along. The other solution is blocking myself completely (i dont know how to do it). However i still want to give love and be loved and all those corny ideas girls have. Todavía tengo mi corazoncito.
how much are we supposed to like our fuck buddies? its a given that theres some kind of attraction between both people who are having sex just to get off, but then when one of them starts feeling something?? whats going to happen when the other one finds out about these feelings? and what if since the beginning it was ”agreed” no feelings, just sex? kind of like the movie with justin timberlake and mila kunis… but in real life.
today when i got home, i noticed i had a hicky, at first my reaction was, did my students see this? oh my gosh! (i had to sub a class after my adventures) then i was just icky because i hate hickies, they’re so gross to me; usually my sexual partners know this because they know me, but with this new “friend” i have.. well he obviously doesn’t know cause hes a long time friend who i lost contact with.. anyhow. then i had some thoughts about how some people do it to mark “territory”.. and that made me think about this guy… how far is he willing to go? i dont know how far im gonna go cause my heart has been numb for like two years.. but what if.. something happens? am i supposed to tell him? am i supposed to just dissapear even tho i enjoy spending time with him and sex is obviously great? is LOVE an obstacle for this kind of relationships??
Just another day….
I guess when you work at interlingua you can actually have a life!!
I’m so glad i have these 2 ladies by my side!!
Loveeee ya guys!! 4 Eva & Eva!
Urgh super tired after such an awesome day.
Dealing with kids is not easy at all especially when you have a hiperactive one, Fuck Children like my Koko says lol!!
But then again all my pain and suffering is for a good cause, I NEED my effin Iphone, but anyways my day couldn’t have gone any better, being with 2 of the most important peeps in my life!
The lesson for today is….
Do I like complicating my life???
Is life complicating me???
i dont think it’ll be safe to say that every person in this world has an addiction to something, however i dont believe there are people who have never had an addiction to at least one thing. to me, when something becomes an addiction its because is bad, i mean even the word addiction sounds weird, i do believe that everyone has a different definition for addiction, besides the actual meaning of it which is where i want to avoid going.
even though i think it would be hard to accept it if i was to be face to face with someone interviewing me about the topic, its the fact that im afraid of people having pity on me maybe even feel sorry for me and that is something i dont wanna cause on anyone, however these addictions have been causing me family problems… my uncle (which is who i live with at the moment) dislikes my addiction, he doesnt like to see me under the influence of this certain thing, i have had problems with my mom about this issue as well, i have been in not so favorable situations under this… and they believe thats its a big problem in my life; since this addiction is legal, it covers up my illegal addicitions, which i havent even been able to perform in a full capacity, yet i am not ashamed and i like my addictions, not really like them but i think im ok, other people dont, its obvious because its caused me a lot of trouble, yet i dont believe theyre that bad, many people would think that i have a big problem.. people and what they think….
should i really focus on what people think?
maybe thats my problem, i care too much, i mean if im not affecting anyone then fuck it? I WISH LIFE WAS THAT EASY.
People tend to forget how easy is to be content and have a a good attitude, being positive isn’t hard.
my future ex girlfriends.